I guess that #Figiwater and #powerbar actually worked! #thankgod #finalsweek complete
— Cornelius Lindsey (via blackmermaidgirl)
I hope my husband never looks at me and thinks that he’s “settled”.
She said she deserves someone who gives a shit!
Though she holds monstrous stories untold.
Like why when making love she can’t climb on top
and allow herself to be care free of one’s insecurities.
Counting dreams amongst her darkest hour
she’s still unsure of how to get past herself.
Her only enemy she is. Holding the key to a mental
sanctuary that she visits often. Her mother meets her
there in spirit because the land of the living is no longer
her home. She always gives her the advice of tuning
heart into mind while allowing nature to be your guide.
But she’s not good with directions. No lady of the night
but she can write up a business plan that’s impeccable.
Still caught in the crossfires between grief and trust
so much so that fools still playin her like violins with no chords.
It’s no symphony. And I’ve heard that lie’s preserved in stained
glass does not make it anymore true. The survey says,
"she is broken and unable to be fixed."
She’s a woman who loses to a bad bitch that always wins
and wonders if she’s the reason for loss to all the battles fought.
Got her whole life ahead of her but still hog tied to her past.
If there was one, it would be you and not everyone else.
Anonymous asked: Have you always had a passion for writting?
I actually haven’t but I’ve always had a passion for the arts. Whether it be fashion, drawing, painting. Writing came after being in love and having an awesome job and a new lease on life. Then I lost it all and things became clear to me through writing. It taught me who I am, who I want to be and all the things I need in my life. We don’t realize but all the things we need in life are exactly what we want but there has always been a lack of clarity between the two. Thanks for the question anon!